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Dartegnian Velarde

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Smaller and Smaller Circles
Friends local_fire_department Featured

Smaller and Smaller Circles

My friend groups and social circles have always been like large, countless bubbles. As time passes in my life, those same bubbles got smaller and smaller.
calendar_today26 Jun 2026 schedule8 min read
This I Used to Believe
Life

This I Used to Believe

So many wishes and beliefs have come and gone in my life. However, one belief has always stuck with me. Maybe it's time to give up on it?
calendar_today31 May 2026 schedule7 min read
Third-Person View
Life local_fire_department Featured

Third-Person View

My life hasn't been feeling "real" lately. Things happen to "me" but I personally don't feel it. Turns out, I've been viewing life in third person.
calendar_today12 Feb 2026 schedule8 min read
What I’m Hopeful for in This Timeline
Life

What I’m Hopeful for in This Timeline

So here I am, on this timeline. Where can I go from here? What do I wish happens?
calendar_today02 Feb 2026 schedule6 min read
In This Timeline, I Am
Life local_fire_department Featured

In This Timeline, I Am

How did I end up on this branch of reality? Where am I? What could other branches even look like?
calendar_today29 Jan 2026 schedule8 min read
Thank You for Listening
Friends

Thank You for Listening

I always get the long messages, the midnight calls, the "I don’t tell this to anyone else" confessions. But no one ever asks if I need to say something too.
calendar_today25 Nov 2025 schedule5 min read
Break in Case of Love
Love

Break in Case of Love

The kind of playlist you only play once, when the right person shows up. Except years later, the songs are still waiting for their cue.
calendar_today05 Oct 2025 schedule13 min read
The Shelf Life of Everything
Friends

The Shelf Life of Everything

Lately, everything feels like it comes with an expiration date: items, happy moments, even friendships that once felt like home. From thinking that things used to last, to just hoping they'll still be here next week.
calendar_today12 Sep 2025 schedule8 min read
This Isn't a Story, It's a Loop!
Thoughts

This Isn't a Story, It's a Loop!

Some lives don’t follow an arc; they circle. Every year, the same problems, same places, same me. But what will it actually take to break the cycle?
calendar_today26 May 2025 schedule8 min read
Someone I Used to Know
Love local_fire_department Featured

Someone I Used to Know

Six months after someone left and never looked back, I myself look back at what's changed, and what still lingers.
calendar_today26 Apr 2025 schedule18 min read
One Last Check at the Door
Love

One Last Check at the Door

No one ever arrived, so after a long wait, I'm calling it quits on the door watch. Now, it stays closed, and that’s okay.
calendar_today30 Mar 2025 schedule10 min read
One Foot in Yesterday
Life local_fire_department Featured

One Foot in Yesterday

Moving forward isn’t always as simple as leaving the past behind. As I step into a new chapter, I still feel the pull of everything I once knew.
calendar_today02 Mar 2025 schedule8 min read
Beyond the Struggle
Life

Beyond the Struggle

When the struggle ends, the story doesn't. Life goes on as I start work on a new chapter.
calendar_today08 Feb 2025 schedule7 min read
At 26, Life in 35 Questions
Life

At 26, Life in 35 Questions

Can a list of 35 questions sum up a person’s life? Here's me, trying hard to encapsulate everything by answering the Proust Questionnaire.
calendar_today27 Jan 2025 schedule9 min read
Everything but the Kitchen Sink
Life local_fire_department Featured

Everything but the Kitchen Sink

When life takes everything but the kitchen sink, what happens with what's left behind?
calendar_today07 Dec 2024 schedule7 min read
Stories I Wish I Hadn't Told
Thoughts

Stories I Wish I Hadn't Told

We all have those stories we wish we’d kept to ourselves—the ones that hang around long after they’ve been told, leaving us wondering if some things are better left unsaid.
calendar_today10 Oct 2024 schedule8 min read
The Empty Call List
Friends local_fire_department Featured

The Empty Call List

When life gets tough, the phone stays silent. Unfortunately, some friendships are just numbers in a phonebook.
calendar_today01 Sep 2024 schedule8 min read
Lost in Transition
Life

Lost in Transition

Caught between "what was" and "what's next," finding clarity in the chaos of life's in-between moments.
calendar_today30 Jul 2024 schedule6 min read
A Dream Come True
Love

A Dream Come True

I'm mildly surprised at how I realized that I had one of my dreams in high school come true. I'm really tipsy, but I can still write (with okay-enough punctuation and grammar) so, while my thoughts are pretty "unrestrained," I guess I'
calendar_today15 Apr 2023 schedule3 min read
Out on the Town
Thoughts

Out on the Town

I set all my regrets on fire Cause I know I'll never take the time With heavy thoughts, a heavy heart, and heavy regrets, I took off for the night. As the evening was quickly approaching, there wasn't a more perfect time to leave my current
calendar_today05 Mar 2023 schedule5 min read
Bye-Bye Bestie
Friends

Bye-Bye Bestie

It's always extremely sad to lose someone close to you. It's even sadder when it's a conscious decision to let them go. Even though I want to think that it's not the case, the truth is that I have to really disengage
calendar_today03 Jan 2023 schedule2 min read
It Was Always a Good Time
Friends

It Was Always a Good Time

The ever-worrisome idea that, someday, sometime in the future, you'll find yourself living in a "moment" in which you wish would never end. Until it does.
calendar_today04 Oct 2022 schedule3 min read
Slapped by an Epiphany
Thoughts

Slapped by an Epiphany

This is a pretty weird time in my life. 2022 feels like a year where I've experienced so much growth in the span of, oh say, 5 months, compared to the past 3 years. It feels weird because the person I was in December, 5 months ago, was
calendar_today22 May 2022 schedule3 min read
Ready, Aim, Shoot!
Life

Ready, Aim, Shoot!

I've thought about the hobbies that I should take as an adult. I could take the safe route and do something at home, like playing chess or making crossword puzzle-solving a hobby. Buuut, as someone who's grown so sick of being at home, I'
calendar_today22 May 2022 schedule2 min read
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